In perspective

Things haven't been the same since the last time I blogged. Dramatic? Possibly. Exagerrating? Unlikely. But ah, such is life right now. At this breaknecking pace and all those unexpected sharp turns and pleasant little surprises and lovely quality time with people I love..

I miss Tampines. But I guess this will have to do too. It ain't that bad after all. (: I honestly thought things would come to an abrupt halt. Gone. Pulsating, well true. I was indeed highly anticipating it all, but I suppose I've always had that sneaky feeling that it'll smack me right back on my face. That no matter how hard I try to keep things sunny bright, the harsh bleak thunderstorm of a reality pushes back against all I've painstakingly built. Mercilessly.

The Wise says "truth hurts". The Naive says "the cup's half full". The Runaway says "I don't care".

I've decided to not let things slide down my back anymore. Not that I ever really had, actually. I need anxiety pills, remember Tabs? But this time, no more. "Ignorance" will disappear from my vocabulary as of today.

Yeah, by now you'd have probably already gathered that this is yet another one of those entries meant only for me, but the insane need to share is too overpowering.

It's interesting. How people want the world to know them and yet not know them at the same time. Frankly, it's a Big Puzzle. Then again, most things are.

I think, that I need to find the time to squeeze in some reading. It's ridiculous. I can't rememeber the last time I read a book!

Effort is so so crucial. I need the drive. I need need need it. But that's not my problem, drive. I know what I want. It's just the long process and requirements that's driving me up the friggin wall.

But I've got some inspiration. After a recent discovery, conveniently by accident too! And just for the books, no, it's DEFINITELY not thanks to the "motivational" speaker just now. AKLTG owns that, a million to one. They should have hired you Gary! (:

Let's talk about lovely mundane stuff, shall we? Butterflies of Hope, Legacies of Love Fundraising initiative by Council! Wow. Can I just say that I'm pleasantly surprised by the response? First day was a sure success, now to press on and hit (then exceed) our target!

This would not have worked out if not for my lovely committee! PoweR. Get it? PR? Hahah! Ily guys!

Alright, better take off now. Only managed to come online cos

a) the internet and cable's FINALLY fixed! WOOHOO! and
b) for the first time in a long time, I actually managed to step into the house before dark! A feat!